Way back then there wasn't a cute, catch-phrasy acronym for it, but it existed. Some very recent realizations made me take a closer look at myself and some people around me. I'm content, but that state of mind didn't come to me until about 10 or 12 years ago. I came to that existence without meds or the knowledge that there really WAS something different about me. It wasn't my imagination or my ruthless self-consciousness. I now find it amazing that I managed so well. Some small frustrations are still a bother, so here I write to get the often scrambled thoughts out of my head.
